Bloody freako bloggy

2011-10-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

Sigh, been a really long time since i ever touched this shit..

But for a few times already, i found myself with no one to talk to at all. At least not what i really wanna talk about. I've been feeling really down. It's just this nagging emptiness that's in my heart. I keep trying to find company, but my best friend's in camp all the time, my two other female friends are all busy. The rest.. sigh, i really think that there's a conspiracy amongst all my friends, or maybe it's just labelled some where on me: "DON'T GO OUT WITH BENEDICT, HE'S POISONOUS."

I'm really quite interested in this girl, she was from my class, though i didn't really talked to her much then, i texted her quite often recently. She's really kinda quirky, and we can't agree with some things, like that she likes the rain and i hate it. Not really important though, but i like that she's quite a unique character and i thought that she seemed rather interested in all the conversations that we had, i was never quite sure that it's just her nature or that she's the same to every other guy. I tried to ask her out a few times, and she always mentioned that she's busy or some other things would crop up. Must be the same conspiracy again, really hate that everybody seemed to want to avoid me.

And sigh, leads me to thinking, what have i achieved so far? I really think that if i just die right now, not many people will actually attend the funeral. I wish i can die and come back as a ghost just to see who would attend my pathetic funeral for a pathetic life. But don't worry, i'm not suicidal.

Ahh, the pain, never felt the pain so strongly for awhile now.. I think i'm too emotional for a guy, i cry a lot too. Pathetic, just pathetic.

How? i'm gonna recourse soon, my time as a free man is coming to an end, and i'm gonna enter a damn tough course. I really wish that I could have a pillar of emotional support behind me, i hoped that it would be that same girl from my class. Sigh.. not gonna happen anytime soon.

I guess i'll be coming back here more often, no one to talk to afterall. i hear it's better at least to say it out instead of keeping it to myself. Hope sleeping it off will get rid of that fucking ache.

2007-02-08T01:49:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK! Not in the mind, mind you. I'm feverish and coughish <-- is there such a word?

Nevermind.. I just got up from my little nap. And found out the horrible truth that i might have to go to school tml 0.O Poor me.. but at least i can go to the old parliament house to eat, and possibly infect the ministers with virus.. (I'm a bio terrorist) just kidding..

I wonder how i got sick.. Woke up this morning and i'm fine. Reached school and i'm still fine.. Only after i had my first lesson, a math (could mrs chiu be the reason i'm sick?), then i was feeling abit cold, then chem garhh.. i hate matthew lim.. and btw my distilled water has three holes and when i squeeze it, four squirts of water came out, kinda cool isn't it? haha.. Then i took my temperature on the way back, 37.7 degrees.. YAY i can go home =D Told Anthony shen, and he ask me to call my parents to bring me home. Then i called my brother cause my parents are working. So my brother came and took me to the doctor and i went home. I got a two day mc!!

So let's see if i'll be going school tml.. Hope i can =D Now i'm gonna sleep somemore =P

2007-02-07T02:19:00.000-08:00

Just returned from a Prefect's installation from PLMGS. Let's talk about the start of the day first..

In the morning, i usually come to school as one of the first in class, and the door is locked.. I'M PISSED WITH THE NEW SYSTEM! and that the aunty never come up to unlock the doors.. so in the end, we sent ahmad to climb over and unlock the door for us.. hais.. let's hope that they wouldn't catch him on the camera. Then we got rashida class.. WE LOVE HER!! *puking* then after that was lit, lit was nice with the GOGO POWERRANGERS slide done by aloysious.. kinda non-relavent to the story anyway.. lol.. but it was funny..

After that, i passed my leave early form and a hw to Jia Qi the classchairman who sits besides me.. The hw is chem and i'm pissed off by that guy.
*Scene yesterday, After chem lesson*
Mattew lim: Benedict, pass up your dot and cross diagram.
*walks off*
WTF lar.. i haven't even found my hw and he walks away.. ARGHH I WANNA KILL HIM THAT BLOODY (this part is censored in the form of random symbols and numbers.)
@#12(&%3^680(*#%)85&!!&6(&89-!%)#*^)4#1+&5@#-73=-153&#78@0)@9#&%&(

Ok.. calmed down. Then after that me, sahyir and rasyid went to take a bus to cck interchange, bought some food and waited for a taxi that accept nets. 4 taxi went and none accepts nets.. GARHH.. So.. we went to draw money and took another cab.. from cck to the school takes 14.90 dollars.. haha.. Then on to their installation..

The installation was nice ( of course la.. all girls.. shhh XD) but for me, a non-christian, it feels kinda weird, course everyone now and then got prayers or something liddat.. Then when everyone is praying, i dunno what to do.. Haha.. nvm..

Then, after that it was reception time!! meaning, buffet =D Wheee... haha.. After the eating, we went around the school, wth lor.. their school is like DAMN BIG!! big as in REALLY BIG. Then compared to our old old lousy holding site.. er.. Nothing to say.. It's very nice as well and their prefectorial board room is cosy and very tidy, unlike ours.. haha.. They even have a auditorium that hass 770 seats?!?! wth.. Garhh, just can't get over the fact that it is DAMN BIG!!

After that we have a 'chatting' session with three other leaders from Xinmin Sec and three prefects from PLMGS. And i realise that our discipline in our school is very very very very very very very ( do i need to empathsize on it somemore?) slack.

Let's have an example: Xinmin - hair fringe too long, must wear a SHOWER CAP and parade around the assembly. Never tuck in shirt, get caught three times, must wear white shirts for a week, dirty it then must pay for it. Never put belt, use rafia strings.. WTH?!?! and then plmgs the girls there cut their hair too short, must wear a wig that looks like a mop. Then all the funny funny stuff come out.. And they also no handphone policy, but our students heck care and even i use it in class (SHHH!!) They like very adhere to their rules.. so... WE HAVE TO CHANGE!! have a more disciplined council!!

That's all for now.. haha.. since they have no handphone policy, i also don't dare to take my handphone out to take pictures.. =[
And the sad thing is... never get their numbers.. ='[
haha... just kidding..

Thank you for staying till the end =D

2007-02-04T04:08:00.000-08:00

feSince Shao Hua and Yin Shuen knows the password to the class blog, cannot put their picture there.. but then, i got a copy of it.. so... i'm gonna put in HERE!! *rejoice* =D

Lol.. i had nothing better to do.. So.. i'm *randomly* posting some pictures here =D

Followed by some random lameness pictures in class:

And since blogging pictures are such a chore.. we can do with only five pictures =D

- BeNdickKy =D (ps. Shao hua and Wei Siong don't capsize me in training! =X)

2007-01-29T06:36:00.000-08:00

HAIZ... I'm tired.. after canoeing, i feel WEAK!! my muscles are aching.. and i was slacking.. WTF?!? whhoopps.. Mrs Wong say cannot be RUDE. SO.. from now onwards, i'm going to be a non-vulgar boy =D

RUDE WORDS

1)WTF
2)DAMN
3)PISSED
4 - Don't be a racist

Then i forgot liao.. =

What to do now lehh?
I'M A BORED BOY!!
now i'm in a mood for prank calling everyone.. watchout ppl! Hiehiehie..

I have to do hmwk.. NOOOO i duwan to do hmwk!! The most get scolded lor..
NO! I'm a COUCILLOR! must set good example. Err.. tml let me copy hmwk hor.
Haiz.. i wanna play generals with Samuel.. but i no time.. let's see why

Monday - i have dragonboat/canoeing after school reach home about 9.30-10pm.. then very tired so cannot play.

Tuesday - Every fortnight have councillor meeting, otherwise confirm got hw one.

Wednesday - same as monday

Thursday - Supposedly my free day, now got Daimler Chryslar thing.. Garhhh

Friday - NCC!!

Saturday & Sunday - Have to do hw.. so sad..

In the end no time to play with samuel liao.. ='(
So now i can say - I'M A TIRED NON-VULGAR BUSY EVIL BORED BOY. =D

My next post will be dedicated to pictures! Stay tuned!
And btw SHAO HUA LIKES YIN SHUEN =D

2007-01-16T10:40:00.000-08:00

The pictures (sianzz take so long to upload..zzZZ)
Hais.. lemme write a few malay sentences, since i learnt abit from the great MUSFIRAH the MUSTAFAlala =D
let's start with - Saya Sachok dan Cantik. =D
Saya fikir WEISIONG MUKER BODOH bila tidur.
Saya harap aku bole tumbuk die sampai die mati, saya benci die!! MWAHAHAHA~**
AND
Aku ade cikgu bagus untuk malayu
ok.. that's all for now.. =D

Pictures still not uploaded... sianz.. wait arhh..

Hold on.. Don't be impatient.. Why so long arhh? YAWNS!!

I said hold on.. While waiting.. LET'S PLAY A GAME!! no? ok.. fine.. spoil sport =P

Ohh come on..Don't you all know the meaning of wait patiently? Waiting.. still waiting..

hais.. you people arhh.. always so impatient... ok la.. give you all see la..
THE PICTURES:
(NEW YEAR PICS)

This is Claire and Xian Wen - Xian Wen arhh.. Why you observing Claire so *ZI XI*? must be something going on...

Now - MY BIRD NEST SOUP WITH GINSENG =D!! YUMMY!!

Next - Pictures in SCHOOL!

NOW THAT'S WHAT I MEAN BY -

WEISIONG MUKER BODOH BILA TIDUR

Translation to all: WeiSiong looks stupid when sleeping. =D

WeiSiong don't come hit me arhh.. or i'll tell...

VANESSA!!!

Chun Hou the alien. o.O woooo..

Pictures of *ahem* and *ahem* eating XD

*ahem*, why you cover your face?

Pictures of after campfire..

OK!! that's all for now.. More if you want.

Tell me if you want your picture put up here =D

I CAN TAKE PICTURES AS WELL!! WEEHEE!!

2007-01-15T05:46:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.. Give me somemore homework to do.. JUST A TEENY WEENY BIT MORE. Haha.. just kidding.. why would i wanna do more homework? I just saw this thing from amelia's blog.. and i just find it so damn adorable cause it was quite accurate =D

AMAZINGLY ACCURATE

Whatever you do, don't cheat!

CHINESE HOROSCOPE :THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -DO NOT CHEATOR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE
10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL.

NO CHEATING !!!!
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.
DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st.
Get PEN and PAPER

2nd.
WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE
THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd.
GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th.
SCROLL DOWNONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON`T READ AHEAD
otherwiseYOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

1.On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN
on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.
DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6 .
DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11

6. Finally,MAKE A WISH
ARE YOU READY? HERE IS THE KEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in SPACE 2

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7

9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF1 0 PEOPLE WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.
IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.
IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK.

Yea, i know.. i'm lame XD

2007-01-12T03:26:00.000-08:00

WHEW!!! My official first week had passed! Luckily i'm not behind any hw.. i hope. Finally, no more sec 1s =D.. Getting bored of taking care of them.. shhhh... haha. Now i can focus on my studies! (ps. MY FIFTYTH POST! lol.. so little.. )'= )

Hais.. One funny thing lehh.. why me and samuel so alike har?? Let's see what we have in common...

1. We are in the students' council. 2. We are in NCC!! 3. We were in dragonboat and going to join canoeing. 4. We were in volleyball for like.. one month? 5. We love playing generals! 6. The teachers keep mistaking both of us.

That's quite of lot of similarities.. haha.. nevermind.. the biggest different - SAMUEL GOT VLEE!! HAWHAWHAW!! Hais.. poor samuel.. dunno when he'll have time to PLAY GENERALS WITH ME again.. sad.. sobz for him.. =P

Stay tuned for more pictures.. =D

2006-12-13T07:38:00.000-08:00

Lalala.. This few days.. Bored at home.. All i've been doing is.. PLAY GENERALS!! all day long.. and nothing much more then spring cleaning my dusted old house..

Back to Generals.. Playing against the com was easy.. playing against samuel, not that easy.. man.. i can't believe i'm losing =( my strategies were only good against stupid computers.. ='(

I found out my house has antiques!! I got those spindial phones!! but dunno if still working.. looks very fun.. but troublesome.

My dad got a dopod 810 PDA phone, so he doesn't need his old PDA anymore, I asked it from him, AND HE GAVE ME =D thanks dad!!

2006-11-09T16:19:00.000-08:00

WEEE!! back from NACLI! -welcome to national community leadership training institute, 3 days 2 nights leadership camp for Bukit Panjang Government High secondary 3 students. take 1!

Haha.. Memories flows back when i saw the pictures i took WITH MY K8OOI!!! the picture so CLEAR =D. From day 1 everyone abit stranger to each other until day 3 everyone become so close liao.. Nacli so pro.. BONDS!! WE LOVE LOUIS AND CHERI!!

During day 1, we played some ice breakers, then five goals and rules and then dadadada... DAREANGELS FLAG!

Then we went to checkin to the Marine lodge. wonder why is it above the jungle and cave lodge.. It was damn nice! got 7 beds 2 bathroom and a very very very cold aircon. And then LUNCH!! i'm hungry.. YUMMY!!

We came back and the instructors taught us war games.. four groups, Cowboys and girls, warriors, red indians and my group hooligans.
We played a another game of hitting no. from 1 - 50. easy right? but it has four languages english, chinese. malay and tamil... not that easy... after awhile the instructors gave us 8 minutes, we finally did it...
Then it was time to break some records.. Do 40 Ropeskipping.. easy right? how about with 9 more ppl to jump with you? not that easy anymore.. we managed a total of 28 jumps together.. my legs were dying!!
Next is dinner, then MAD night preparation.. first they give us a song to dance, a skit to perform and we have to make a cheer or song to sing. We got 'the choice' to perform, CHORI CHORI to dance to... At first, chori chori sounds ok... then we listen to it.. BOLLYWOOD SONG WOOHOO!! then.. we found out that... IT WAS 6 MIN LONG!! omg have to dance so long... the others are complaining about 2 mins too long.. wth, we are 3 times worse then them... hahaha...
We went to bed at 11.30, right on time, see we so good unlike some girls.. play uno somemore..
At first it was ok.. then i woke up at 1.. it was freezing.. then i remembered, when we first got in, someone said, ehh why so hot arhh? go switch the aircon to the lowest degree. i went to check if it was still 16 degrees.. luckily someone turn it to 25 degrees already, but it was still very cold..

Day 2. we woke up and quickly switch off the aircon.. then wash up.. went down for morning assembly and then morning pt time! we played captains ball and i think my team is winning.. Aihua netball one so scary.. then i go trick her.. haha... =D.
Picture time: Dareangels!

Juniors & Seniors!

Everyone TOGETHER!!

We went for breakfast, and then back down for some dangerous activity that requires helmets.. first off.. jump over the beam thingy, that was a piece of cake.. and then somehow aihua got cramp halfway up on the beam.. damn funny.. Next was chicken wire crossing. pearleen went up first.. she went pass the netting but dunno how to continue.. then my turn.. i went pass the netting in kuala bear position.. then... how to get ontop of the beam? i secretly push myself upright with the help of a spotter.. haha then i got theory to get ontop with spotters.. after this, it was the whale watch.. kinda fun but difficult... the record was 68 mins.. i wonder how they waste an hour standing there...
Lunch time.. Mojojojo want me to serve her.. then i go purposely add more rice make her fat.. hie hie hie <-- evil laugh. After lunch, we spent two hours holding hands, trying to walk from point a - b. and then some water activity.. they give us a barrel with some holes, and two buckets.. we thought have to fill it with water, then i go purposely make everyone wet.. lalala.. then in the end, the instructors said, the driest team is the winner... haha.. after that, it was swingy time! we had to swing from the side to the platform, a cute little toad pop its head out to check the excitement and the girls scream like siao... dunno why.. toads so cute.. and tasty.. mmmm... everyone had to squeeze and then eugene and samuel keep dropping into the water.. it was cold.. brrr... We all went back to our rooms to change and then go for dinner. Josephine still wanted me to serve her.. so i now be good serve her.. haha... Now.. it's MAD NIGHT!! WOOHOOO!!!

too much pictures la.. so i just skip to the DISCO!!
We made ppl pose for the camera!! =D
After that the guys went to take our own picture

Can you all spot me? I'm the sexiest one =D haha.. jk...

Now, we finally got our blankets, so not afraid of the cold liao... that night we slept sweetly and eugene refused to wake up.. haha..
Day 3 - The last day..
We woke up for morning assembly. then did morning pt.. We got half an hour of free period.. i played basketball, then hit the metal fence.. PAIN!!! ouch.. i felt better after a while.. and decided to join in the captain's ball game.. i joined look at my team, all girls.. omg.. die liao.. haha.. not discriminating them arhh.. then my leg pain so i be the catcher.. then we losing 2 to 0, so i put my pain aside and go join in the action. In the end, the scored was.. ?? <- alot to 2. WE WON!! haha... lastly the final challenge, 200 sec challenge.. it was like very long.. because the basketball very difficult to score three times in a row.. Then we completed it in like 12 to 13 takes.. 1 hour ++, total time completed was 23 min plus.. so we got dominos to make then can make until very nice but.. it didn't help.. cause we decided a big BP but we keep making mistakes and have to shrink it, shrink it and shrink it.. so until very stupid.. haha...
After the wonderful slideshow louis and cheri made, we all almost cried.. haha.. then we had to write something to each of the rest on a paper. Then as always, All good things must have an end.. we went home.. missing nacli and louis and cheri..
One more thing.. WHO WANTS CHORI CHORI CAN GET ME OR SAMUEL TO SEND YOU!

2006-10-28T21:57:00.000-07:00

WEEEE!! HOLS ARE HERE!!
There still some homework to be done.. so sad.. and some projects.. terrible holiday..and some ncc remembrance day.. horrible.. and councillor meetings.. fine.. and last but not least the NEA booth thingy.. What a wonderful holiday it would be right?
Still somethin can brighten up the holidays, outings and... CLASS CHALET, finally having one.. but IT MIXED WITH THE NEA THING.. so best is we take turns to go the class chalet.. sadly.. let's hope someone bring a monopoly set and we can play together..
just like in this case where we played in Samuel's house.. The game goes like this.. Lester started out pretty poorly as he bought too much houses and no one landed on them, then I was the winning guy. Sadly stupid woon min bought three houses and made me lose 10k when i landed on it.. and then lester took my property after i landed on his twice... The richest guy died first.. boohoo.. next was samuel who died because he kept going to the jail, he went to the jail for about 5 times? haha.. Now with all the mortgaged property from lester, woonmin was winning with at least 20k. in the end.. Lester won!! amazingly.. Pictures will be place shortly.. Some pictures: Before

and after

lester very quickly won woonmin's money over and won the game..
Edited picture of him celebrating..

And saving the BEST for the last: An edited picture of SEAN earlier on in school.

Ain't he cute? lol.. I LOVE MY K800I!! IT ROCKS!! CYBERSHOT! =D

2006-10-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

Finally i feel like blogging.. haha.. just after my father show me the mrbrown show of 30 Aug, i'm late for like two months? Enjoy the song. =D

YEAH!! i getting my K800i!! on thursday.. booo... the second last day of school... wth la.. nevermind i still got it.

Hais... my results sucks.. level position - 190/270. liddat how to go triple science? nevermind still go try and opt for it.. if cannot then no choice liao.. have to go take lifescience. hope i can still be a doctor then.. garhh i very scared o.0 i wan go triple!! i wan!! boohooo.. haha..

2006-10-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

the mrbrown show 30Aug06:TalkingCock in Parlimen-HossanLeong

This is damn funny.. listen carefully to his lyrics . just spare 6 minutes. =D

2006-09-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today's a true holiday, hope it can last.

Had Daryl and WeiJian came over to my house, hell lot of fun. We played halo2 on xbox and did stupid stuff. stupid, but funny. Then we went down to eat. Daryl and WeiJian childishly playing with each other.. haha.. two 14 year olds playing catching? very amusing. After eating, went back to my house. Daryl was flinging his wallet around.. and funny enough.. he threw it up and it got stuck to a tree. He threw his slippers up and almost hit an uncle. o.0 later that uncle thought gao lou pa wu. haha.. Then thanks to my excellent javelin skills T_T.. i managed to hit it down with WeiJian's bottle..

Raced with Daryl up the staircase to my house. 12 stories.. not very high now.. but still not easy, right? WeiJian took the lift. Coward. hahaha... Then we played mahjong. We were setting up the table until WoonMin came. Then just nice, four ppl to play. Only me and WeiJian know how to play so Daryl and WoonMin didn't win. Poor guys. [Mental note: Must teach them how to play.]

2006-09-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

wahh the show really got a lot of morals lehh...
~Healing Hands III~ so profound.. haha..

I'm bored. This hols is terrible... so much homeworks and projects, but luckily my parents don't know and i can still play the computer(still have to snatch from my brothers though).

The ipw project for Daimler Chrysler - a beauty.. after like.. half a year into this artefact, all our hard work is coming through. Although we still have a few minor problems with it, it's still looking great! Hope can win a throphy! most probably win most impressive artefact award. haha..

why am i bothering myself with all this shit.. i can't see what's going on anymore. i hate myself for not being able to do anything. Why? i'm such an idiot. what hope do i have right at the start? i don't understand your motives.. i don't understand what the hell i'm doing and i need to do some self-reflection..i can't do anything right anymore, what happened to me... BAHHH i'm pissed.. why can't this just be some stupid test and let me get over all this crap..just wish i can end it right now.. the pain and the misery. everything.

2006-08-31T22:21:00.000-07:00

Today, had a great time. A break from the bad gloomy days i had this week.

Finally went back to Unity Primary, met all my ex-classmates and teachers. Missed the primary school days.. when things were pure and innocent, when all we need to do is to enjoy the days.
Now, more chaos and bloody shit flying around.. what to do? haiz... i'm just as useless..

Well, still i had fun today. During this morning, the show was okay larhh.. but the food delight was still not very good.. then go play arm wrestling. FINALLY WON SEAN!! haha.. but i'm sure it's just luck.. must play with him again.

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/428252486. This WORKS!! amazingly...

2006-08-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

Watched another episode of Healing Hands III - miao shou ren xin III - anyone heard of it? nvm..

One guy said, there was a saying about trees.. The scarred part of trees are usually the strongest parts. When the wind or other elements of nature broke the trunk or the branches, it will still continue to survive. New branches will grow from it and be the highest and strongest of all others.

Why?

Because something greater have given us a power. Nature, it has given us the power to survive. In fact, it has given all lives the power to survive. If it takes a setback to deter us from having the will to survive, nature will naturally destroy that species as it is weak. Similiarly, we should not let a tiny setback to deter us from greater heights, we should instead let it be something to push us on. If we let a setback hold us down, we will not, or rather, cannot move on with our lives. This has always been a basic rule for survival.

This is also related to that guy, stefen chow (i think), said. He was part of the NUS everest team and came to my school to talk about all the setbacks and stuff. He said that Singapore's everest team was ridicule to a African snowboarding team, as Singapore not only have no mountains, it had a totally different environment compared to the harsh one in the Himalayas. But still, they went on with it, at the end, they succeeded. What caught me most is that he said, Sometimes when he felt like giving up, he would ask himself why did he do it at the first place. The answer is simple, because he chose it. If you choose to do something, you chose it yourself, noone forced you, and if you give it up halfway, noone really cares about it. It's your own consience that you should face.

So now it knocked some sense into me. Why did i do it? Because i chose it. I should never give up, every setback might be as torturous or as disappointing but one must still learn to move along and put it aside. How much time do we all have left? Not much.. Not much at all...

2006-08-18T22:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm... finally feel like posting... dunno why now don't like to post... haiz..

"F.E.A.R. something to be afraid of, hate to say it but i surrender to it.."

"i tried and tried and tried but kept failing.....sometimes i think... why is god biased to some ppl I HATE LIFE!!!!!!! " - Phrases someone great had quoted. no no, not me.. My friend, Daryl.

Don't know how many ppl have felt this.. but, i know i do..

I feel fear whenever it happens, but i surrender to it. I'll do nothing out of the ordinary, i'll just go according to what i feel.. and yet, no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i put my effort into it.. i just can't get the results i want... WHY? some ppl just simply get what they want.. to me, i don't really belive in god but still, just can't help feeling that everything is made for them and i have to struggle through most of the things and don't even have a single possiblity of success.. Just hate it when i stupidly go fight over something that i wouldn't win in.. Even fighting death is much easier..

on a more happier tone

Today, was FUN!

Finally figure out how to play with the chin up bars.. although my chin ups have deprove from 18 to 15.. i can do a "rocket" - climb all the way ontop the bar and swing 360 over the bar. and some other funny stunt.. Hmmm... scary.. but FUN!! woohooo!!

Next week 5 item test for napfa (or something) hope i'm prepared enough to get a GOLD!! last year didn't get gold cause my 2.4km run failed.. 14 mins 51sec i think.. but now.. after joining dragonboat (should give credit to it haha), my running improved to 12mins 14 sec.. amazing huh? maybe i feel like rerunning and try to improve my timing..

Oh well... I'll see what fits when the time comes.. now i'll just have to continue wishing and hoping about what stuff can happen... Haiz... i just wish...

2006-07-26T22:28:00.000-07:00

This song has such a meaningful base line, that's why i decided to put it here

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all
I want Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
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What i depict from it is that you shouldn't confuse what you liked and the truth. No matter how much you want it to happen, as the song said, dreams were meant for sleeping and wishes on a star just don't come true. So much uncertainty has occured as people changes fact to their liking. Bottomline - stick to the fact.
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Apart from this matter, i would like to say on another.
Some people don't like to be gossiped around, why?
If another person talks behind my back and i have no guilty conscience, why should I be afraid?
Unless I have something to hide, let them say what they want for all I care.
And personally, I don't really think voicing your own opinions privately to another individual about a person is even considered talking behind one's back.
Yes, some might say bad things about another in front of their "loved" ones. If the "love" is really that strong, what's there to be afraid of? What's the use of bursting out angrily? Won't that made the point even clearer?
Bottomline - have a clear conscience and nobody can ruin it.

2006-07-19T01:02:00.000-07:00

Wow.. didn't realize we made such an impact on melvyn. Our new Relief teacher, really a relief from the long terrible reign of mrs toh <-- She's evil. =D. Anyway, his blog has such long yet interesting posts. Everyone in 207 should read it.

Melvyn's lessons have been fun. He's the only teacher that i had seen that somehow made sean dumbfounded. Form class are so philosphical (boring).. but still so meaningful. Somehow he manages to make me have the feeling to do finish all his homework first and then do some other stuff. Now i left some chi hw and don't intend on doing them any time soon (keep that a secret).

Later going to watch the Beauty and the Beast Musical. Everyone dunno how to go and i've been there once and everybody's counting on me to get there.. o.0 what if i led them wrongly? i'll be soooo dead. WEEEEE!!!

2006-07-17T01:19:00.000-07:00

This is a quote from "High School Musical"- what an enjoyable movie. Go watch it on youtube.

"Do you remember in kindergarden? How you meet a kid and know nothing about him, and then ten seconds later, you're playing like you were best friends? Because you don't have to be anything but yourself."

I find it quite meaningful.. Don't you? Why can't high school be like kindergarden? Where there is much less treachery, deception, betrayal, hatred. Why can't it just be a place of fun? Fun for everyone, nobody has to act or be someone else other than himself/herself. Maybe it'll always be that way, the innocence and naive little kids will stop at high school, turning it to a hell of a place. Why can't everyone feel that way? To meet a stranger in class, and become best of friends in the next minute. Why does it always have to do with one word - trust? What's so good about trust? How do you define trust? Is trust how you thought it is supposed to be? Why can't everyone just put down trust?
Sadly, this cannot be done. One of many Human liability, abusing trust. So why can't anyone stop abusing trust? By not abusing trust, there isn't a need for trust.

I'm still intrigued by how naive some people can be though.. Kids running around, telling much knowlegable people stuff they just found out. Well... what can i say? they're kids. Kids are excusable, what about teenagers? Exclaiming exaggerated stuff. And like me crapping on this kind of stuff. Thinking of unneccesary things to say and much more stupid stuff.
These are all stupid actions i had done and/or seen other people do.

Basically, i'm crapping. All in all. This World Sucks.

2006-07-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

I don't really post now but one thing that i can't see to my eye, but some of you might not think it's such a big of a deal, to me though, it's completely STUPID. so here i am, posting.

Ok, Let's imagine the scene:

You're in the science lab. The bell rang, signalling end of class. The teacher went around inspecting the cleaniness of the tables. There's a small puddle of water on the floor, a wooden plank is on top of that pool of water. The teacher came and pointed at it asking, what is that?
One IDIOT said, someone splash one.

Well, is it stupid? Don't know about you all but to me, it bloody hell is. Who the heck cares about a small puddle in the science lab when experiments were done with water. A piece of wood in the science lab for god's sake. - I'm just saying

Maybe it's just i don't like that guy. Oh wait, I HATE HIM. I probably have a huge personality clash with that guy. We were quite good friends back then, don't know what happened. Maybe i just found out more about you and can't accept that. Don't think we'll be friends anymore. You lay off me and i'll do the same. Peace out, Dude.

P.S. - refering to someone in MY class, as if anyone would care though. (In case some misunderstanding occurs.)

2006-06-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH!! DRAGONBOAT COMP ROCKS!! a pity we didn't get gold.. but SILVER AND BRONZE!!

Silver for 12 men crew
Bronze for 22 men crew

this experience has been an extremely great, meaningful and priceless one. one that i can never forget. All the trainings had been great. the feeling is great. everything is great. except for all the aching then followed after. my contract ends today. sad thing huh? well, now i'm debating over should i join full time or just let it be... it'll be really tiring if i join full time db. but Jack (senior) can manage, so i probably could.. hmmm... sooo troublesome.. maybe you guys can give me some advice?

for now, my hands are cramping and my legs are aching... so i'm going to sleep now.
NITEZ PEEPS

2006-06-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

Now, it's 5 days to the Dragonboat Competition. Who wanna come support us? 17 june at bedok reservoir. just for your information.

today's training was tough and tiring, and since chun hou wasn't here, i had to take his place as pacer. and it was fun, yet tiring, very tiring. but i'm sure we've improved and ready to take on acs and sji. we'll win GOLD!!

i'll miss dragonboat after my contract to it ends.. or maybe i can join db full-time, that might be fun. now my hands are aching from the training, must train my endurance and stamina. i'm lacking both of them. ONWARDS TO GOLD!!

2006-06-03T21:28:00.000-07:00

Wahh.. i almost drown yesterday. hmmm... not really la.. i think i can swim for awhile if mr lim had not pulled me up. you wanna what happened? here goes, we finished our training and went up to do 30 chin-ups in 3 sets. but before i did that, mr liw said he would throw the water bottles from the boat to us, so i went down the floating platform and waited for him to throw the water bottles. He threw mine first, so i run towards where i could catch it. i didn't see the end of the platform and then caught the water bottle and *bloop* i'm in the water. i tried to tread water, and mr lim pulled me up, saying: benedict, if you wanna commit suicide, wait until after 17 june.

i was thinking, that was fun, lets do it again!! LOL. nahh, dun wanna cause mr lim to lose his job. man, i'm really retarded..

2006-06-02T20:26:00.000-07:00

wow.. i'm blogging at the start of the day.. why? cause i had a dream, and here i am, writing it out.

This dream was about debating on love. lol. Why the hell would i even dream about it?!? Still, it's unxplainable, unpredictable.
There a lot of "loves": Kinship love, Friendship love, Relationship love.
We can get explainations on what is love. But what about, how is love formed? How does it affect us? What can it make us do?
And every people thinks that there are two types of love in relationships: Real love and infatuation.
Lets look at a professional explaination of love:
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3. a) Sexual passion.
b) Sexual intercourse.
c) A love affair.
4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
7. a) A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b)The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
8.Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
9. often Love Christianity. Charity.
10. Sports. A zero score in tennis.

Now, let's look at infatuation:
1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction. See Synonyms at Love.
2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.

This can be found on http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=love
and http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=infatuation

We are but servants to this powerful feeling. People can do really stupid things when they're in love, or at least that think they are.

How do you differentiate between real love and infatuation? I don't think anyone can. Why are all kids' crushes infatuations, why can't there be real love between kids? Only adults will experience real love? I don't think so.

I seen my friends fallen victim to this feeling. Causing hurt and grieve.
Yet, i seen my friends succumb to this feeling. Causing happiness and joy.
And, i seen my friends trying to resist this feeling. Causing Nothing but emptiness.

Why are there such great difference between these people when they are all inter-related to one word, Love.
Love has a different effect on us, i guess. To some of us, it could be dangerous and deadly. To the others, it could be sweet and passionate.

Whether it's real love or infatuation, i know that these can change us deeply. These changes can either be good or bad. The one who is being changed, wouldn't feel anything different. It's the people around him that can feel the changes and either rejoice or get pissed off by it.

I watch a drama last night, people give up their love for someone else to do what they aspire to do. I think i seen some of my friends act like that. People also, using love, can "destroy" and "create". These are the two extremes of love. So, is love good or bad? I personally think that this is a neutral thing. It is balanced on both the sides. People break up and become lovers on each and every second.

I don't understand some people. Like someone, go after it. Someone likes you, return it or push it away. like someone and that someone likes you, isn't that a great thing? Someone left you, i might not know that feeling but that's past, move along with life. No choice but to leave someone behind, show that you still care. Just patched up, treasure it. Just got into a relationship, make it a paradise. If you like someone, that someone likes someone else and that someone else is your friend. What might happen? I never seen that before, or it might be arising soon.

These are all different scenarios that come out from dramas. I know, because i watch a lot of them. It's up to the ones in it to change the story script, those uninvolved, can do nothing about it, except to watch, what could be happily ever after, the story unfold.

2006-05-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

lol, glad we got over that, i dun like to be too direct. anyways, so we are still friends?

[To: chun hou] yea, ouch. i feeling pretty sore in my ass now. ooohh it's hurting so much. pahh.. i dun see how though. your attempts are getting weaker chun hou. and during practice, i'm sure you tried to provoke me by splashing water at me. or maybe i'm just a little oversensitive. but that'll never work. am i the pathetic one or you? it's like your insults are meant to hurt a 3 year old girl... hmmm... holy shit.. you're thinking i'm a three year old girl?!?! ouch, that's harsh.. but pathetic. so this means we can make great friends, too bad you don't agree. I too laugh at your idiotic ways. apparently, someone cares more about me than you. so you too are worse than that algae. ahh poor guy, i pity you. *war machine sounds* *bang bang* weeeheee i'm retaliating. *bang bang* you dead yet?
so you still wanna continue on this war eh? seemingly, beeleng and amelia wanted to stop. so it's 1 vs 1? that seems fair. i'd like to say again that i didn't flame you in any of my post until the last three, including this one.

enough of that. lets say about today. wahhh dragonboat practice tough. first running. run for half an hour, i can manage. then sitch, also can manage. then after the first set of 100m sprint, the sitch was burning!! pressing helps, but still burning!! then disappointed that i kept hitting samuel's paddle during water practice.. means i'm not doing the strokes fast enough.. must train harder.. then after everything, went to have dinner at the mac there.
disappointed over some other things, and then eat finish liao, wait for other ppl to eat. suddenly, a group of 4 malay gangsters went in. talked to timothy, benny and another of their gang. apparently, over dunno what reason, they wanted to fight. the malays asked them to go out and finish their business and then left. timothy and benny started to call other of their gang members.. after a while, they decided that it'll be too long till their reinforcements arrive so they asked as to leave with them. we have a group of 9. so add their group of 3. it will be 12 ppl. the opposing gang should be afraid of this size. so we walked to the mrt. safe and sound, nothing happen. and it's home sweet home for us.

before i end this, i would like to say happy birthday to chun hou. dunno if you'll accept it but i just feel the need to do so.

2006-05-28T22:57:00.000-07:00

Chun hou, please enlighten me on the phrase "get a life". it seems to be your catch phrase nowadays.
Technically, i already have a life, or else i wouldn't be able to talk to you right now.
And if you want to insult me, go ahead. Just don't go running away or blocking me after that. scared that i'll retaliate? Since you're the one running away, you're the one who needs to get a life. not me.

2006-05-28T19:15:00.000-07:00

First of- i don't need you to beg for forgiveness. i just want that accusation gone. Don't you think i wanna forget? you know why i can't forget? it's because your blog still have that bloody post. so just delete that okay?

now secondly- since you put it that way, i think that this war has erupted full-scaled. and apparently, i'm on the losing side, 3 to 1, this sounds like fun. really fun.

and thirdly- i dun see how this is related to you, chun hou, i didn't mention any part of you here in this "war" as far as i remember (i'm sure you'll remind me on how poor my memory is) and anyways i didn't scream my head off saying i want sex.
yea, you're right, probably i'm as sick and pervert as you think. so what? i remember that i've refrain from this since i said i wanted to change. (once again, i'm sure you'll remind me on how poor my memory is). i don't remember when i said that i wanted you to apologize to me. in that case, even mentioning a tiniest bit of you. (empathsizing)
i might be pathetic, but i still wouldn't go down without a fight. i've never thought of harming anyone, but anyway, i really wanna see how you can literally rip me apart with you bare hands. i like to have this little war. so let me empathsize again that i didn't see how you can, as you say,"WASHED MY HANDS OFF YOUR BULLSHIT, AND YOU HAD TO BRING THIS UP AGAIN" as i didn't even include you in any of my flaming posts. until now. or maybe since beeleng's in it, you wanna have a part too. i don't no but i seriously never pull you in on any of this.

fourthly- fine, i'm sorry. i got over my head that you're trying to stop me in everyway possible.
my life had always been mediocre, too average. i watched too much tv, i guess. and i sort of hoped this would happen. and this makes life more interesting and fun.. yea, i'm manipulative, but not in every aspect. other than the one that i used you all just to get to a girl. name one way on how i manipulate my friends. i'm not going to be interested in this anymore, so the manipulativeness will go. you don't trust me? fine. i make you sick? fine. too bad for you, i dun care and if what i'm doing now still make you feel that way, i'm sorry but you'll be feeling that in the rest of the time when i'm in the same class as you, cause i believe what i'm doing now is right. i believe i'm changing now, you don't see anything, fine.
i'm not blaming anyone. you're right, i've no one to blame but myself.
i blame myself for being pervertic.
i blame myself for being despo.
i blame myself for not being able to give you the trust in what i'm doing.
Don't think that i'm backing down, i'm just saying it because you're right.

fifthly- you know what we need? a nice little place to sit down and have this debate with a judgemental judge. then we can just pour everything in and settle it once and for all.
but i dun think that's possible is it? i guess too much things had happened. on contary to what i said, it seems to me that my life has certainly becoming more and more interesting, as i'm being thrashed in this war. again, this is absolutely fun. i like to see how i'm being countered by my attackers, chun hou and amelia, when i'm already in my defences. i'm sure you'll all come up with lengthy essay-sized of bombardment to attack me. i'm here standing, waiting, defenseless.

I hope we wouldn't be meeting anytime until we cleared this up. This has really put a wedge between us, causing a really huge rift in our friendships. I'm disappointed that you can't trust me, but it's all because of myself. I caused it single-handedly, didn't I? This in turn makes me terribly disappointed in myself. Now, i'm begging you all not to counter this last paragraph, just this last paragraph.

2006-05-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

okay, first things first. it was my grandma's 71st birthday not 70 <-- correction for the last post.
and it was a nice celebration, i drank half a glass of wine. my whole face went red, and although i wasn't feeling drunk, my mum was scared half to hell cause my grandpa (mum side) died of liver problems due to alcohol. then before that, my father brought me an ipod nano!! YAY! i love my dad. i wonder why would ppl hate the ppl who brought them to life.

Man, i love my ipod nano.. it rocks!! keep wanting to look at it after i kept it away. ahh... it would be better if i have more songs in it though. it's going to be one of my most treasured item in my life, MY PRECIOUS... lol...

as much as i like to be *peaceful* and have this cold war stop, i will continue on it until those accustions die off. This accusation has proved that there is a serious breach of trust. since there can be no trust, what does it matter? for one thing, apologizing doesn't cancel that accusation. i want that accusation to be completely erased and vanish if trust is ever going to be rebuild.

If you want to say something to me, i'd rather prefer that you spit it out. not to ask someone else to ask me to go and then decided not to tell me and chase me off. can you decide if you want to tell me first before asking me over? i'm not something that you can summon and then shoo me away. if you're going to do that, it's going to place me in a bad mood and my opinion of you'll decrease rapidly. and being friends again will be even harder to accomplish.

this is to two different ppl. just for the information that i'm not directing it to one single person. and if this is going to keep up, everything will be going for the worse. i won't take back what i said and i better hope you will. i don't care if you and several other ppl saw it with your bare eyes, you and that gang were overly sensitive in this matter because of the fact that you all happen to know about the other incident. from my point of view, the rest of the ppl,the majority, doesn't find anything funny about my actions, so it's pretty clear to me that you were all rather prejudiced and biased. protecting a friend? i would find it as bullshit. and touching is what i'd have least think of doing, way behind murdering, robbing and arson. and it's quite sure that i would not even think of doing. so all in all, you all have too much time for observing me and thinking of my every actions. or so i'm believing now.. i can still go on and on but i rather not.

2006-05-25T16:46:00.000-07:00

today was a fine day. everything went pretty well now.. and later i'm going to celebrate my Grandma's 70 Birthday. yay! i like her even though i'm not quite sure about her but one thing's for sure, her cooking is the best!

There's only one thing that had me feeling indignant and lacerated. it's what had happened the previous few days and that someone actually dunno why somehow believed that i wanna touch someone on purpose. and so what if she's your friend? she's as much yours as mine.
i said i'll change and i'll start by having no interest in relationships anymore for the rest of sec 2. it may sound lame but it's the best i can think of for the time being. So i have no intentions or ulterior motive.What's more is that it angers me that you could actually think that i'd have done such things. Digusted, eh? that's what i'm feeling now. maybe more than that. yet somehow it does amuse me on how naive you can be. idiotic ppl. i hate being accused of something that i did not do and did not even think of, ever thought of this reason as the one on why i'm pretty much withdrawing myself from you? in fact, i'm pissed off and irritated about it.

you may think differently and have your own probs but i dun care. so its either having this accusation disappear or this cold war continues on. choose your path wisely. i wouldn't think much about how you feel now, after reading this. and my opinion of you being biased and prejudiced still will not change, not that you might care.

2006-05-24T18:55:00.000-07:00

Ahh... today was another boring day. but two days left till HOLS!!!

start of the day, ipw. dunno go where, so first go design studio. nobody there, so we wait under the aircons. man, that was great.

then dunno do wat.. until got one math thingy.. wahh the questions damn simple.. primary school one.. yesterday, even worse. model drawing.

sample of question:
Mary and John had 90 marbles.
John had 10 more marbles.
How many marbles does Mary have?

stupid right?

then got this stupid meet the parents thingy... luckily, mrs toh didn't say anything bad about me. and that my mum didn't see the chinese teacher.. so here i am, still able to use the com.

2006-05-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.... this is a boring thing.. BUT, since samuel and stelle tagged me... i'll do it, after a one-week of computerless due to my poor results. oh well.. now i'm back and full of typing spirit. lol

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfectlover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

Gender: ehh... i'm not gay, i think. so i'd go with a girl.
1. Not a bitch
2. Not too girlish and not too tom-boy
3. Not too evil and yet not too nice
4. Accept the fact that i'm a crazy lil guy
5. Be fit<- in sports
6. Not too short, not taller than me
7. Ehhh... must be good looking?
8. Not flirty
____________________

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head.Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
1. Samuel
2. Jun Jie
3. Woon min
4. Sean
5. Jun Wei
6. Yan Xiang
7. Wei Siong
8. Stelle
9. Pearleen
10. Bee Leng
11. Chun Hou
12. Vito
13. Amelia
14. Claire
15. Nicole
16. Wei Lun
17. Olivia
18. Xin Hao
19. Lester
20. Jun Hao
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How did you meet 14?
[Claire] ehh... through amelia, must say she didn't like it.

What would you do if you never met 1?
[samuel] WORLD PEACE!! lol.. jkjk. if i never met him.. my life would have sucked. Samuel is a great friend, not for him, i wouldn't be as cheerful as i am now. but sometimes... stop acting cute.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
[Jun hao and Pearleen] hmm.... wow.. such a coincidence.. oh well. i guess it's happily ever after.

Did you ever like 19?
[Lester] YEAH!! my twin brother!! and as a twin brother.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
[Yan Xiang and Olivia] eh... YES!!! OLIVIA SAID YAN XIANG WAS SHUAI!!

Describe 3.
[Woon Min] He's a cute lil guy. super pro in soccer and basketball. can be quite funny at times and be very pissed off and murderous too. Fun to be with, in short. He's one of my best buddies too =D.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
[Stelle] OH YEA!!! THIS GIRL SO CHIO!!! go jian fei, then YOU'LL BE DAMN CHIO!!

Tell me something about 7.
[Wei Siong] one HORNY guy.

Do you know any of 12's family?
[Vito] i met his little bro before.. so i guess so...

What would you do if 11 confesses that she/he likes you?
[Chun Hou] KICK HIM between the GROIN. as if that will happen.. he likes Bee Leng too much to like me. me and chun hou, perfectly straight.

What language does 15 speak?
[Nicole] hmm... hard to say. craplish?

Who's 9 going out with?
[Pearleen] ahhh.. one simple question. JUN HAO.

How old is 16 now?
[Wei Lun] 14.

When's the last time you talked to 13?
[Amelia] hmm.. seems like a week and counting.

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
[Jun Jie] eh.. lin jun jie?

Would you date 7?
[Wei Siong] YES. if i'm gay and chocolate in colour.

Is 15 single?
[Nicole] ehh... i think so.

What's 10's last name?
[Bee Leng] simple... MA WEI BA.

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
[Chun Hou] no... we are straight as i have stated above.

What school does 3 go to?
[Woon Min] The School for Handsome shorties who are good in sports.

Where does 6 live?
[Yan Xiang] WoodLands. I'VE BEEN THERE BEFORE. got one comfy bed.

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
[Jun Wei] he thinks HIGHLY of ME.

Have you seen no.1 naked?
[Samuel] OMG!! YESS! AND ALOT OF TIMES!! man... he's crazy. keep stripping..

How did you meet 13?
[Amelia] ehh... sec 1 lor..

What do you honestly think of 10?
[Bee Leng] Hmm... nahh.. dun feel like saying. could hurt some ppl.

Have you ever liked 3?
[Woon Min] Yea! as a friend, of course.

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
[Samuel] Hmm... POP CHAMPENGE!! lol.. nah.. i'd mourn on the sad lost of a extremely great friend.

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
[Jun Jie and Chun Hou] ohh noooo.... they both like the same girl. Conflicts a plently, couldn't possibly make a good couple. some more.. they not gay right?

Do you think 12 is hot?
[Vito] oh yea. he's a real lady-killer. no wonder so many girls like him. too bad in the end got dumped by him.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
[Samuel and Olivia] Hmm... hard to say.. but possibly yes.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
[Claire] .... dun wanna say. IN CASE some IDIOTIC ppl accuse me of being despo again.

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
[Sean] I'd say: really? me too! and then kick him in between the groin. hahas.. only to Fiona will he do that.

Who is 8 going out with?
[Stelle] ehh.. dunno. but i know she wanna go out with ZHI KAI.

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
[Xin Hao and Jun Wei] maybe. they were teammates of the canoeing comp. so proberly yes.

Would you ever date 1?
[Samuel] err.. no. i'm not gay as stated countless of times above.

What is 10's fantasy?
[Bee Leng] Easy. to live in the world of gundam, where she's lacus and Chun Hou's kira

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
[Claire and Lester] heh.. what do you think my answer would be? heck, they hardly even know each other's existence.

Would you make out with 13?
[Amelia] NEVER. this will be one of the last things that i will even have thought about. i wouldn't do it even if i had to waste my life.

Are 6 and 7 best friends?
[Yan Xiang and Wei Siong] They are, if not at least good friends.

Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
[Sean] OH YEAH!! but only if he's a girl.

Is 17 your ex?
[Olivia] heck no.

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
[Vito and Xin Hao] yea.. pretty often. during db training.

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People i wanna tag to do this and the previous quiz:
1. eh..
2. no
3. one
4. i
5. can
6. think
7. of
8. now.
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haiz... still as bored as ever. what should i do now... hmmmm....

2006-05-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

lalala -change for a better man going on- lalala

ehhh.... sorry for everyone i have stepped on. sorry for everything that i have done wrongly. sorry for all the freaky things i have done.

now. i'm going to be different. no more stupid or freaky stuff. i dunno wat to say to be able to let everyone believe but.. those who really believe in me, i'm going to change. you have my word for it.

2006-04-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

<-- See i cheated.. i'm sure Yan Shuang and Chun hou both CHEATED those who still wanna cheat... beat that!! =D lol
Jun hao arh... jun hao... go do it... stop hestitating... the chance is out there.. GRAB IT!!

2006-04-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

ahhh... the ~*Force*~ has calmed me down... lol crapping... i feel at ease now... =D
got it through my brain.. i figure that this is useless.... i give up... simple how these three words can mean, how difficult is it to do them... everytime i made up my mind, and some how you appear and then i cant do it.... how should i do it? or should i even do it? someone guide me... *great depression* everyone need someone to guide, when's mine coming?

tortured and confused

2006-04-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

arghh... the pain...
I'm confused, i'm filled with hatred, i'm bursting with anger....
I HAVE NO IDEA ON WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING.
CAN SOMEONE ENLIGTHEN ME ON WAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING?!?
I WANNA KILL HIM-- IDIOT--
what should i do?!? someone guide me please... or else the anger in me is going to take over.... and nasty things might happen.... real nasty...
arghhh...

woken up....

2006-04-17T19:22:00.000-07:00

ok... today.. i realized something.. I'm sorry for whatever i've done... please, do forgive me. why didnt u juz tell me?!? i was blinded by ~i have no idea what~ i guess i was too obssessed, too insensitive... but i'll stop it. or try my best -it's hard to stop-.... if you think i've gone overboard, tell me so that i wont. but whatever you are going to do... Plz, don't hurt me.. it still pains me- once again, i'm sorry...

I THANK JUN HAO for all the information and his help. thankz... i can't thank you enough for waking me up from all this... Thankz again

CHALET ROX!!!

2006-04-16T12:21:00.000-07:00

YEA!!! CHALET ROX!!! got sore throat liao... but CHALET STILL ROCKX!!!
this was the best!! we should do it again!!!

First day was friday -good friday- so in the morning went to my grandma's house to shao mu- visit my ancestors- guess wat i prayed to my ancestors. XP. at the cck cemetry, amelia said she saw me..o.0 scary!! then when about to go to the chalet, it started to rain quite heavily. but i still got there... I WAS THE FIRST TO REACH THERE!! =D
Then followed by Jun Hao, Samantha, Andrew and Pearleen.
and finally... Amelia came, then we went into the chalet.
Since it was raining, we setted up the xbox and then started to play halo2.
i was owning them =D
then everyone started to come.

Later, Yan Shuang wanna go home so we all accompanied her to go. we all went to the mrt station and Jun Wei followed Yan Shuang all the way back to bukit gombak.. aint tt romantic?
then we went to white sands to eat dinner. we went to ntuc to buy some alcoholic drinks and since we werent 18, Wei Siong go find someone- an Ar mo lang- to help us buy. Then pearleen and chairman went back...
went back the chalet and we drank the alcohol and dunno why i became veh high and started to shout!!! =D it rox!!! then we chatted till midnight and i slept for 3 hours and then went to barbeque breakfast!! lol... played halo till dawn then go eat at the restaurant breakfast again and then went we all come back some of the girls came...

we took stelle's volleyball and went outside to play.. stupid... the ball keep flying away... then i go to CDANS or a.k.a. Home team NS for swimming lessons.... wahhhhh miss all the action that took place then...after my tuition, go back to the chalet.... then the barbeque start liao... i made chocolate marshmellow... and the stingray- they microwaved it...
after that.. dunno wat happen... oh ya.. DRANK ALCOHOL AGAIN!! I WAS HIGH... AGAIN!!!then i was jumping about!! =D but we went for night walk with stelle's volleyball and my rugby ball. play volleyball at a big place near the sea.. i was sucky and shot a lot in the sea but was always pick up by either jun wei, sean or weisiong. everytime not i shoot one, i was EVIL!! build up tension, scare them!!! MWAHAHAHA.... then wanted to play rugby but everyone else wanted to go and sleep liao... we all talk ghost stories and dunno why became jokes liao.. then at around 3.30 me and jun hao decided to sleep and i told him 5+ i confirm will wake up one... then in the end, it really happened. =D then me and jun hao stay awake watching everyone else sleep and listening to vito's ipod mini. vito got lots of crap songs =D.

went everyone awoke, we went to eat breakfast. and play murderer with hands.. i was so lucky got murderer 4 or 5 times in a row.... then one time i was making a long queue of squishes.
pearleen, jun hao , nicole and vito went back early and the rest all wanted to go escape. when we reached there, some of the thrilling rides are under maintainence... then onli the guys went in.
*xin hao is not a guy =P* me, sean, chun hou first went in, then we sat the slow choo choo train.. IT WAS FUN!!! XP.. we all went and sit all the rides- details too long dun wanna say... but in conclusion, i was LAME-.- as always!! =D scream at all the rides when it was slow and trying to scare everyone else.. everyone else was laughing... and i was shouting lots and lots of crap!!!

then went back to the chalet... the girls were sleeping... and i packed up everything that belongs to me, cant believe that i forgotten my charger... but luckily amelia kept it.

Wow, this is a very very very long post and i am still adding on to it.. those who are reading, dun stop!! i'm gonna stop soon... =D ok.. i juz stopped =D

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2006-04-13T01:41:00.000-07:00

ok, today was sports day. Ahh... didnt get any medals... coz i onli took part in one event XD. anyway, i had Ncc to get cip hours... It was fun... being a guard =D and i tried to get near.... but everytime i got near, i didnt noe wat to do. so confused... Red house won, hmm... no suprise, dunno why this year they so pro.

Wow, samuel won three medals/thropies. All of diff colours but not all three diff types. lester got a gold for javelin, woon min got a silver for a relay and mingzhe... individual champion for lower sec... arghhhh am i the onli one without a thropy?!?! ='( aww well.....

I dunno wat to feel... its all mixed up inside my heart...
happiness, sadness, confusion, anger, love, hatred, despire and it all mixed up to form one weird and uncomfortable feeling... I can feel the pain... dunno wat to think... need someone to guide me... maybe the ~*Force*~ will, lol i'm crapping. =D

i want to get near, but i dunno wat to do next... i want to help, but dunno how to... i want to protect, but against wat? I need a signal... plz give it to me quick before my heart explode wif too much emotions....

By the way... congrats wei siong and jun wei for getting 2nd in the nationals canoeing competition.

MEE BIRTHDAY!!!

2006-04-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! today is my birthday... let me sing a song for myself... there i sang it =D.
this is very sad... onli a handful of ppl remembered my birthday..... =(. awww wellll. wat's worse is tt there is no bdae song sang by my classmates... this is weird.. coz we all sang for yan xiang, sean, etc etc BUT today it was Lester and MY birthday. there are TWO birthdays and no one sang it... wat in the world is wrong wif this class?!?! well... the rest of the day is quite ok..

nothing much happened.. nothing i wanted to happen, not even the slightest bit was close to happening... well, it cant be helped.. no prize for guessing wat i wanted to happen =D

Then after the microbio workshop thingy.. me and wei lun went to lot1 to buy some things. and i pressured wei lun to help me buy a guy wif his dick lighting up every time a phone recieves or sends smth... LOL!! nice man =D

then back home..bathe, ate dinner, watch television and then the birthday cake.. Mmm... chocolate... my favourite XD... and a birthday wish... no prize for guessing wat it is again XP
then wrote this blog... and sleep liao

bored

2006-04-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

today... woke up at 6 for dunno wat reason... then waited till 9 to go samuel's house wif lester play bball, then samuel & his brother brought us to the limbang park to play instead becoz there got full court. we reached there and realized that ppl are playing soccer in the bball court. luckily they are the "kind" ppl who let u interrupt their soccer game for playing bball... played against a group of bball ppl 4 on 4 and we lost 8:11. most of the score was scored by lester... i scored one though =D.

we went to lot 1 as samuel didnt want to go home to early.. Me, samuel and billy went and look around, lester went home.. go royal sporting house, world of sports, etc etc.... then nothing to check liao so we all disbanded... before leaving the lot 1 complex, meet up wif cordelia & gang.. wanted to do a servey on plastic bags... after finish tt liao, i watched the replay and while rewinding, i saw lester!! he also got caught for the survey.. poor guy =D

then time for my swimming lessons... i reached there after all the incidents, and sat down for a few minutes, saw the bright sunny sky then i go change to swimming attire.. who noes that when i come out its raining and the sky is dark and gloomy... then sat there again waiting for smth to happen... my mum came wif my bros then talked to the instructer... i have to get pajamas.. tt muz mean gd news.. i'm going to start training for my bronze award =D.. too bad cannot swim today...

then saw my couz and ate wif them.. my older bro suggested that since we didnt do anything.. might as well go bowling.. i suxed at it XD... well played 2 games and i onli strike once... then its back home and nothing else.... except ltr got tuition...

Another day...

2006-04-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

today... start off wif a day juz like any other... First thing to do in class~ PLAY TAIDI in class and i keep winning... and i *gu yi* lose to other ppl so that they wont cry... i'm so kind XD

Arhh.... so gd 2hrs of free period coz Ml not in school and Mrs Ee dunno do wat... so no hist and Pe... 207's fav subs XP... and wat do we do wif it? play larhh of course... during the first hour we played a lame game, murderer and the second hour we did smth much more innovative.... Truth or Dare... i really muz praise the person who had invented this marvellous game... i finally got to say wat i wanted to for the past months..... Those in MY class should noe =P

nothing else liao... then later after school... NCC (the best cca and those who think otherwise... i dun care XP).... all we did first was the starting parade... its actually quite boring... then got one talk on Integrity... discharge wif dishonour... very dishonourable... then me, samuel and woon min go to design studio for the IPW thingy... Talk talk talk wif Mr joel lim and then we arm-wrestled him... I CANT BELIEVE I LOST TO HIM!! EVEN WIF TWO HAND!!!!
Went back to NCC for drills.... JULIUS ROX!!!! gave us so many push-ups... man, if he keep doing this.. we might be actually FIT, so Julius should keep giving more push-ups!!

then go home liao nothing better to do so i post this lor....

...Boring Day...

2006-03-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

whahahahaha....... wat the bloody hell happen to me?!?! why was i so emotional?!?!? its onli a stupid remark... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so stupid...... dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! the pain!!! i got a headache after banging my head on the table... then took two panadol..... wa lau.... WAT HAPPEN TO ME!?!?!?! argh.........!!!!
almost failed history test wif 11/20... could have gotten higher if not for me banging my head on the table......... Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y? I am as sensitive as any other ppl maybe even more sensitive... and i always hide my feelings as much as possible... but this... THIS is too much...!!!! how the hell can this happen?!?!?!
ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARHGARGH...

I'm confused... i'm bleeding... i'm suffering... i'm dying... i'm overflowing wif emotions...
wat can i do?!? i wonder how... i wonder why... i can do nothing... NOTHING!!! i feel like dying right now.... *jump of the building* ..... why am i still alive?!?! why am i still standing (well, sitting) here writing this crap?!?! dying would be fun..... especially in this lonely, useless, dumb, retarded, weak, crap, friendless, stupid, F*****-up world of mine............

i wonder how other ppl can live like this...... my life sux in a way no one can understand....
making more enemies then friends..... blah.... my life sux.... so aloned.... friendslessly realming this bloody world... forever chased by enemies... hostiles everywhere i go... impossible to find a place to permamently settle down... no one to go to, no one to support me... no one to fight alongside... so lonely... so sad....

HAHA.... i wrote crap!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... so sad.. lonely... dying....

Bored...

2006-03-27T02:49:00.000-08:00

yawn.... my hand was hurting coz two days ago.... we went to the bedok skate park!!! it was kinda fun at start( where i dun noe anything about the ramps ) and i keep falling down... but as they say, shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu... Translation: Failure is the mother is success. And in the end... i SUCEEDED!!! YAY!!! and for chun hou's information... i learned more then the girls!!! and now for the injury part...
falling down is a necesity thanks to gravity and i fell a few time hurting each and every of my limbs and hurting my right wrist more as i tried to break my fall wifout hitting my precious BUTT!! y not use my left hand u ask? tt's becoz my left hand was broken and i dun wanna rebreak it, ok?

i had to skip my tuition that day and i noe i made alot of ppl unhappy (my family)... i have to go swimming lessons till 1.30 and my father was thinking to use a $20 coupon to drive during peak-hours(my family car is an off-peak car) and the off-peak time is 3.. 1&a half hours wasnt worth $20... and skipping my tuition was wrong... i'm sorry for all the inconvinece that i caused... but it was kinda fun..

my grandma's house was fun..(as always) wif my fun & friendly cousins, namely daniel, alvin, kelly, nicholas, keith... well that's all of them, except baby wayne.. which i'm still not sure if he is friendly... JK JK.. kelly and nicholas was the lame ones who keep poking my painful wrist which i had sprained in the afternoon at the skate park which was near my other grandma's house
They wanna visit it.. they as in the group who went to the skate park wif me...

Enuf of the past... now let me start on Today.. which is (was*) also a past thing... started school wif a bandage... it helps to support the swollen wrist.. and chun hou's right...it doesnt really hurt alot unless u poke it or smth and it should be able to heal by this sat and i was wondering if i should go skating wif u guys this sat again.. someone lend me some wrist guards, thank you... and today was fun..
someone gave samuel and sean batman underwears for their bdae presents... someone muz have liked them. but on the other hand. the damned teacher was a fricking asshole!!! She was BIASED..
after i tried ta kick a chair back to its original position, she was like sooo buay song wif me.. i talk to the ppl beside me like always and i have done it alot of times b4 i kick the bloody goddamned chair, and she bloody hell told me to shuddap and told me then i might as well go back if i keep talking... that would be a great idea!! who wants to look at the ugly old toad anyway?

well after that, it was pretty fun... went to eat at KFC wif beeleng,junhao, nicole and pearleen... walked for a while... me and chairman go spike our hair... looks pretty ugly... and took neoprints.. bee leng and nicole wan me to buy dunno wat bra thingy for pearleen... no offence or watsoeva... *digusted* hahaha... i look stupid... and no more..

well the story ends like this...

back from camp...

2006-03-18T06:14:00.000-08:00

waaa.... camp so shiok arhh.... soo fun...
made some new frenz. haha, so all in all camp was fun. period.

First day go learn knots and tying from girl guides, and tent pitching from npcc. Escaped from camp during lunch break to *help* out wif the art thingy. In the morning, go to settle in the classrooms, clean the floor and put aside the tables and chairs, after that got ice-breaking... so lame. Then afternoon do the activities and eat lunch. At night have to prepare for tml's campfire eat dinner than bathe... cannot sleep sia, keep waking up in the middle of the night.
sianzzz dun wanna talk about it any more...

longest day ever... yet...

2006-03-14T21:37:00.000-08:00

first thing's first... i cant sleep... dunno y... woke at 2... then sleep again at 3.30. woke up again at 5.30. so counting that i slept at 12... i slept for less than 4 hours.. weeeeeeeeeeee... no biggie for those nightowls but i myself is a sleep early wake early guy, sooo its quite a feat for me considering i am going to the SANA course (SANA = Singapore Anti-Narcotics Association * yay i know wat it stands for now*) and other things...

we have to reach sengkang by 8am!!! it took about 1 hour ++ to reach there... me and samuel planned to get cck at 6am.. but as everyone noes, things nvr go as planned... so i sat the train to jurong east while samuel thought we were supposed to sit the one to marina bay...(north south line-for those who doesnt noe-) so he made me wait at bukit gombak for 8 mins till the next train comes... then we wanted to go to dhoby gault<--spelt like that?!?- to eat breakfast in macdonalds. When we reach there it was 7am so we went to check the macdonalds. who knew that they onli open the stall for people to do stuff and not sell anything... samuel dunno y feel like going the toilet to make "chocolate cake" then make me wait -again- for about 10 mins.

after all the commotion. we reached sengkang where we onli saw about 4 other bpghs ncc members... and then bought the well-deserved breakfast at the old chang kee located right outside the mrt entrance... then we went to SANA HQ which was right beside the compass point and no one knew it... make us wait for 1+ hours *yay... not onli i wait now*

reaching the centre, we had to go up the 5 story... so up the stairs we went... the first stair case, locked... the second staircase, open... walked to the 5 story juz to realize that the 5 story door was locked... then we climbed down and took the third staircase which thankefully was open both on the first and fifth floor...

aiyah... soo sian they teach us harmful effects of drugs and the penalties and all the crap that was told during the assembly one guy called it "ba gua" for the nice whacked ass of the prisoners... we knew everything already and had to rememorise it for the test so that we can get our badges... as always... vanka emerge as the onli ncc boy among the 200+ NCC and GB cadets there.. three gb one ncc and it was from our platoon... imagine the glory... but for the 07 ppl... not very happy as vanka gets tops in alot of things, no fair!!!!

weeeeeeeee... going home time... go eat wif samuel and julius (cpc) at dhoby gault.... long john sliver... nothing better to do

THEY LIED!!!

2006-03-13T20:34:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!!!! they lied... THEY LIED!!! how could they lie to us?!?! y... Y?
if you are wondering wat they lied about... wait... i havent finish moaning...
noooooooooooooooo!!! y did they lie to us?!?! wat did we do to deserve this??

Ok... they lied about.. THE "HIGH-CLASS" RESTRUANT!!! THE MEAL WAS JUZ A sandwich... lol... if you think i'm lame.. tag me!!!

it was... soo disappointing except the time where i hold the Singapore flag *GLORY!!* coz of the bloody damn instructor guy!! and some other reasons -not naming~personal~-

blah...

2006-03-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

Yawn, i crashed my com last night trying to play o2jam... my com was too laggy... and i spent my whole morning trying to format this bloody computer!!!!... in the end i couldnt format it and my dad help me... the com's prob... it keeps restarting for no reason...

now nothing to do except homework.... Y?!? y muz homework be invented?!?!?

...s

2006-03-11T20:39:00.000-08:00

start of the day... prepared for the arrival of my frenz( Sean, Woon Min, Lester) to do CME project... make a song, cheer or rap about positive peer influence(who needs them?).. we decided to use the song "twinkle twinkle little star" as the first piece... wow!! i didnt noe our group can make such a beautiful piece of song.. i was crying at the end *NOT TRUE*( juz trying to dramatize this post... lol.)
and we also decided to have this same group for history...
finishing half of wat is supposed to do , we went down to play a little bball... i was taught a few tricks... lol
playing for a while, i went back to prepare for an outing later

Weeee....... Then we were (Amelia, Bee Leng, Jun Hao, Nicole, Pearleen and me) planning to go to ice-skate but then when we reach there, it's servicing i think. So, we try and figure out what to do.

here are the options we thought of--

1) go watch a movie instead.

2) go CDANS and play laserquest

3) go CDANS and play archery (lol. my idea<-- rejected though)

4) go amelia's house

We tried option 1 first.. we go watch a movie instead.. nothing nice to watch-- try nc-16 movie then..
The girls asked chairman and me to try and buy the tickets... (we were the tallest and look more serious)(<-- yea rite) ... and we failed terribly, they ask for the six ics...

then out of options, we go amelia's house instead to play... we walked pass the ticketing booth and i could bloody hell swore that the ticketing lady was laffing her head off....
we reached her house and then so three dogs, hamsters and fishes, i asked her,"eh, pet shop?" lol.
we played for a while and then went down to play basketball...
Me and chairman played wif nicole and bee leng while pearleen and amelia played wif roller-skates..
the girls were so unsporting.. keep complaining hot and in the end-- left me and chairman playing 1 on 1..
although never count scores, i think i thrashed chairman.. heheee... becoz lester taught me a few tricks.. well... actually i juz copy his moves

ARGHHSSSS, could have gone ice-skating if i hadnt have my bloody damn tuition!!!! i wonder wat chairman did to the girls... 1 vs 4... i feel like punching him!! he said he did something to ********. I WILL KILL HIM!!
the * does not specifically mean anyone-- its is juz standard marking as the longest name i ever seen and befriended is 8 letters-excluding chinese names-

Corrections....

2006-03-10T19:21:00.000-08:00

eh... i juz realize that history fieldtrip not going changi prison... *sigh* cant see ppl get whack on their ass... heheheh
instead... the paper write ... changi museum... not prison... so sad, the disappointment...='(
anyway the school get to eat in a high class resturant for free!!! yay!!

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2006-03-10T15:18:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEE!!! holidays are here... if I can even call it holidays...
let's see.. ermmm.... lets start wif monday...

okay... monday-- History.. go changi prison (to get lock up) and see prisoners get *piang* in his bum.. *eeee*... disgusting but FUN!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee I am NUTZ!!! lol. i am not abnormal, k?

Now tuesdae-- Ncc Sana course.. <- no idea wat it means so dun ask me... SIANZZ... have to go sengkang mrt station by 8AM!!!!!! then dunno do wat liao.... noooooooooooooo so sianzz maybe later can do some proj. then very tiring..

Next up, wednesday, thurs, fri-- Weeeeeeeeee Ug camp~ uniform group camp~ lucki no need to wear ncc uniform... teach the other UGs orienteering.. should be fun - note, SHOULD BE -

i left erm... the two Sats and Suns to complete all the bloody goddamn homework and project... so sad.. so sad..
i found the target of my teenage life!! YAY!! lol.
I shall chase it to the ends of the world.
chi translation: wo hui zui dao tian ya hai jiao..
like chairman(Jun Hao) always says:
我不怕千万人阻挡，只怕自己投向

eng translation: wo bu pa qian wan ren zu dang, shi pa zi ji tou xiang. Means... I'm not scared of ten million ppl being obstacles, onli afraid I surrender.

I admire such a knowledgeble man.. (yea rite!!) sucker!!
broke wif his girl fren can sooooo fast fine another one...
somemore dun tell me rite?!?! you get it... HE HE HEEEE

Blah

2006-03-07T21:59:00.000-08:00

Today... preeeetttttyy borrrring sia.......zzzzzzz..........zz..............
except that my bag was soooooooooo damn big!!! my stupid bro tell me to use it!!!
Classes arhhh nothing much interesting to say la....
onli D&T arhh something interesting happened..
Our group found and idea!!!!!!!!! yay!! took long time to find one...
Oh ya!! the reading period... Lester sit beside me read a article and read to me "we started to give out cond*ms instead of money"
EEEEEEEE!!!! lester when you become so horny!!!!

Then later got ncc... Dunno why the Cpc (cadet platoon commander) and the Cps (cadet platoon seargent) so worked up... Scold us slack.. go some place cannot walk muz run.. that one also call slack.. nothing better to say zzzz.. they gave us illegal pumbings too, so sad so sad ='0... After a while, we became "good". We then go out for orienteering ( maps, compass and stuff), when come back saw Lester, Chun Hou, Jun Wei, Sean, Xin Hao and Yan Xiang. I greeted them in running order " Hi lester, hi chun hou, hi jun wei, hi sean, hi xin hao, hi yan xiang." it was ... err... funny... kinda... lol

The Cpc came up wif a G@Y idea of mixing uniforms... the first combination...
Ncc top, school shorts, Ncc boots and socks.. imagine the stupid look...
the second combination...
School uniform, Ncc pants, school shoes... imagine that.. it actually looks quite nice
third combination..
Ncc half-u.. quite normal..

6.00 at last... time to basurai (command for releasing, can go home liao)
then the Cpc want us to shout loud enuf to wake the old ppl in the old folks home..
so inconsiderate of him!!
but we one time can liao..

Sianzzzz nothing to say liao....
Signing off,
Leong Wei Yang Benedict

Sian so many things to do

2006-03-04T23:20:00.000-08:00

.... the newspaper collection so sian... finish so fast then we sian go play catching in the blocks...lol nothing better to do sia
then later go play basketball got ppl use bball court to play soccer than chun hou use his phone act as if trying call the police.. i then heard them say arh we calling police. They almost want to clear court then when we try to play basketball they dunno y go back use the court again

I then run to the bus interchange go take 188 to CDANS for swimming...
i still learning how to swim sia... Swimming so tiring.. learning was so much worse...
well at least i noe how to swim a little... i can swim faster than my younger couz even though she learned bout 2 months earlier...lol i'm competing wif my p6 couz (so ungentlemenly of me)
my older bro noe how to swim liao.. when can i win him? hmm.....
then i go lot 1 eat wif my family.. weeeeeee roti prata hahaha

go back home rest for a while then go to the lift lobby play bball on roller blades wif my younger brother(my younger bro keeps falling down, dunno y)... nothing better to do liao.. later still have chi tuition to go to.. have to learn this and that sianzzz...

very rush liao now... now still have to go to my grandma's house.. play wif my cousins.. take lame pics(for fun) play tai di, blackjack, poker... no one wants to play majong.. sad sad. eat dinner than look at each other's year book...
come home sleep on the car( my bro thought i was dead. i cant wake up). wahh so tiring sia

BLOODY FRICKING TEACHER!!!!

2006-03-03T17:25:00.000-08:00

WAH LAU!!!
get detention juz for trying to kick my chair upright...
detention lucky onli sit down write a few stupid "reflection"
juz reflect on sumthing i didnt do wrong... stupid fricking teacher!!!
today so jia lat...
lucky arh she got enuf common sense not to send me to ljs...
well today still not that bad la

my chi ct got a2 (yay, lol )
now still left science...
and lit.............
hope i dun fail them (quite impossible for me to fail one la)

... seeing my ex now still make me nervous...
maybe need a new one to replace the nervousness lol...

now nothing interesting except maybe the newpaper collection tomorrow? (4/3/06)

The luckiness and unluckiness of a day...

2006-03-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

Wa today damn suay....
lost to chair man 1 on 1
5-2
how is this possible?
summore lose to xin hao 1 on 1
5-0
ARHHHHHHHHH
ai yah nvm one i am team player, in a team arh... maybe i better than them sia...
Now my left ring finger or ba cat liao got hit by the bloody fricking ball!!! my left ankle also sumthing wrong ..... today bad day for my left part of body. lol.

But then hor... my CT very good (quite)yet... maths got a2 ,history got a1 ,english got a1. still dunno chi and sci...